I'm Eating an Apple, What Are You Doing?

I don't know if anyone even reads my blog anymore.  I would have given up reading a long freaking time ago, lol!  Today is another down day for me.  I have no control over when and where the feelings (or non-feelings) strike.  I hate it.  Sometimes someone's comment can send me into a tailspin.  I really, really, really want to just leave so bad.  I can feel it in my bones.  The time has come to go.  Now, just to sell the Carthage House......