Happenings As of Late

I am really down in the dumps emotionally and also really in the dumps physically.  I hate it.  Yesterday, Jeremy took me to the Ivy Bake Shoppe to confirm the date and menu for Sarah's baby shower that we are doing for her.  Then we went on to Hobby Lobby to pick up a few things for some projects I am working on.  On the way back home, near Ft. Madison, out of nowhere, I got severe cramps and major dizziness and my eyes were blacking out.  I couldn't even sit in the car so I made Jeremy get off the freeway and stop at Shopko.  I thought maybe I had to go to the bathroom or something...or that I was going to miscarry again.  Jeremy bought me some rolaids thinking that might help.  It didn't.  And we had to get back to Carthage because Jeremy had a 2:00 appointment with a new client.  It was one of the longest rides of my life!  I had really never felt pains like that except when I was miscarrying or in very early labor.  Jeremy dropped me and Eden off at home and went to his appointment...even though he didn't want to.  I laid down on the couch with Eden and tried to rest.  The entire rest of the night was awful.  Major dizziness.  Pukey feeling but, no actual puke.  This morning, I still feel dizzy but, I am going to try eating and see how I feel then.  I have to keep a little something in my stomach constantly or else I feel absolutely horrible with this pregnancy.  I don't think I have ever GAINED weight in the first trimester of pregnancy...I always LOSE weight because I can't eat.  Weird.  I think I feel better already.....mmmm, saltines.  Breakfast of champions! 

This week I have had Misty and my Mom over doing projects for me around the house so we can get it listed.  I have to have them stop because I have pretty much spent most of my Christmas club though.  They have scraped, sanded, and repainted the garage door.  Scraped and repainted all the lower windows on the outside.  Cleaned up all the weeds and dead plants outside, trimmed all my bushes, replaced the broken window in the garage door, sanded and primed the upstairs hallway, finished the yellow paint on the stairs and some other little odd and ends jobs.  I am grateful that they could come do that for me. I wish I was a gazillionaire!! 

I have a billion posts to catch up. Why won't my brain work to do them?!?!? 

We took Asher to the doctor this week for a check up on meds.  They are referring him to a psychiatrist that can better diagnose him.  Which is fine by me...I have never been totally on board with the ADHD thing.  It causes for a lot of worry for me though.  I just want him to be happy.  Today we get to go get shots for Tristan, Cedric, Asher, and Cullen.  Cullen is freaking out.  Poor kid.  He gets so worked up over things.