Ugh, Stop Crying Already!

FYI:  I have turned into an emotional basketcase.  Like ALL emotions.  Although currently, I am crying like a baby ALL the time.  I can't stop thinking about my Dad and how long it's been since I have heard his voice or smelled him even.  I miss him so much.  The pain never goes away, in fact I think it may get worse as time goes on.  I was talking to my mom on the phone and I was very short with her this morning.  I had just woken up, I had Asher on my brain, and I just didn't have time to talk.  And then I sit and think about the last time I saw my Dad and I didn't know it would be the last time I would talk to him.  I wish I had acted differently or said something good.  Instead I was sick and didn't want to talk.  I should call my mom back this morning.   Life can really get you down if you let it.  I watched the most recent episode of the Walking Dead on Sunday evening...and itmight have been the best tv I have EVER seen.  Lori ended up dying but, her baby lived.  But, that isn't the point.  The things both Lori and Rick did and the way the reacted REALLY struck a chord with me.  I can't get it out of my mind.  They should win awards for their acting really because it was REAL.  Okay, I will stop depressing everyone now and let the weather do that for ya instead.