I want my hubby home today. I feel all depressed, achy, and stupid. He can help snap me out of my depression much of the time. I love that he can come home to me whenever I/he wants or needs to. He doesn't have to ask permission or have a cut in his pay. I love, love, love our flexibility. It is also awesome when scheduling doctor's appointments (or any appointments) like I am today. Tristan has to go to Springfield now for his headaches to see a pediatric neurologist and I know we can go whenever they want us to because we get to make out own schedule. It is a blessing and something I am extremely grateful for.
We have decided to get the paragard out. In fact Jeremy texted me this morning and said "get that thing out!" LOL! I think he is sick of me being crazy, achy, annoyed, in pain, and lazy. We just don't know what to do after that. We even talked another baby. But, I am being selfish and don't want to. Next year, I am opening a bakery. All the kids will be in school and I want to do some things for myself. Also, I think the age gap would be too big. I do not want large age gaps. I was five years after the rest of my family and they are all close. They share stories and confide in one another. Not me. If you think back, as a child, age was even more important. Remember how crazy it was to have a boyfriend a couple of grades older than you!?!? Remember how you didn't want to associate with people in the grades below you??? I do. Susan and I were closest in age and while we were friendly sometimes, mostly she was annoyed with me because I was the annoying little sister. Now, as adults we all talk and get along. I don't know. Anyway, I'm talking too much.
I need to get out of the house. Maybe I will get dressed and stop moping around in my sleepless stupor. Hobby Lobby??? Groceries? I think so. Now, let's see how quick I can get these kids and myself geared up to go.
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