Dumb.

I spent a hundred some odd dollars on an outfit for Jeremy's cousin's wedding.  We got there twenty minutes late, stood at the back and caught the kiss, chased kids around like morons for twenty more minutes, took one family pic without all the kids in it, and left.  I imagined wearing it longer and in front of more people....and dancing.  Nope.  FML. 

Every school in the area is pissing me off.  Pretty much every person I know is pissing me off.  I love how we get the raw end of the deal every single time.  Why can't something just go the way I want it to!??!  Asher and Cullen are doing super at Nauvoo school.  But, the powers that be may eff it all up.  Maybe I will just keep both of them at home with me. 

I'm sick and tired of people right now.  Friends, family, walmart checkers, people I meet on the street, drivers on the road, etc.  EVERYONE.  And why I am the scapegoat of so many people is beyond me.  Ugh. 

So, new goal.  If neither Nauvoo or Carthage is working out for our family then I think it may be time to seek elsewhere.  I'm thinking something drastic needs to happen.  Now, for the rest of my Sunday, I will seek only the positive and focus all my energies on a new future for our family.  This state of limbo is wearing on us.