Some Craziness This Morning

Oh my goodness.  Is it possible for your life to be both crazy and boring at the same time.  Or maybe it just full of lots of stupid activities that I don't really want to do or deal with?!?!  LOL!  Anyway, things have been happening.  I have just been in a funk!  Here are some of the things going on in the Kelley household now:

• I have booked my first ever weddings!  I am SO FREAKING EXCITED!  I have one on May 22nd in Nauvoo and one on May 23rd in Springfield!  I also get to do an engagement session on my birthday in March so that is awesome too!  I have so many ideas, I seriously cannot wait!  Today I am going to try to get out of the house and over to our Carthage house.  I plan on setting up a few different backgrounds and doing some promotional shots of Vivianne and hopefully squeeze getting Julianna's one year shots done this week or the next.  That way if anyone else wants to do some pictures, I can just have them come to my "studio" in Carthage! 
• Speaking of the Carthage house.  I have been waiting all month to hear back from the Amish guys to give us a quote on some renovations.  Waiting, waiting, waiting.  It doesn't help that they have to get themselves to a damn outhouse in the middle of a field to actually communicate with anyone.  I wanted this to be easy and stress free.  I just want someone to fix the things we want fixed in the dang house and be done with it, so we can sell the thing!  GAh!  
• I found my tooth!! Talk about stress!  I really don't try to be a prideful person but, there was not one way on God's green earth that I was going to step foot from my house without it! LMAO!  Jeremy and I took one night to tear everything apart AGAIN to make sure before I called the dentist and spent a ton of money on another one.  We took flashlights to our new furniture and tried to move it and clean and rearrange.  No tooth.  Finally we gave up and went to bed for the night and we decided to turn our mattress first.  Well, there it was in between the mattress and the wall!! No idea how it got there but, whatever! I am so thankful!  
• As for the weight loss....I was feeling really good about it all.  Lost 7 pounds.  Then last night happened.  I don't know how or why but, I ate half my weight in potato chips!! Of all things!! I don't even have a soft spot for chips!! WHY!?!?!?  UGH!  I hate it when I have a set back like that because it just makes me want to quit altogether.  Because somehow if I cheat like that on one day, then every day after that is ruined.  What stupid, crazy head logic.  Today I will try to remember that even though I ate every chip in Hancock County last night, today I won't do it again.  
• Cedric has been missing his Carthage friends.  And I don't blame him one bit.  He had a great group of friends in Carthage.  He was like the only one of us that did, lol!  So, hopefully this weekend or next we can have a few of them over to spend the night.  
• Jeremy is finally over his sickness and is just left with the lingering cough.  Thank goodness though.  Vivianne hasn't been sleeping well lately and we just can't figure out why.  We thought she has been teething since about three months but, a tooth never ever pops through.  What the hell is that all about?!!?  I think I know the signs of teething....pretty sure I have been through it a zillion times.  She is a mystery.  And so are her teeth!
• I have been typing this on and off throughout the morning as we all get ready for the day.  And now I am in tears, AGAIN.  I am so frustrated with Asher right now.  And I hate it because whenever I get mad and yell at him, I just sit and feel bad the rest of the day.  He seriously acts like every morning he has never heard of getting up and ready for school before.  We literally have to repeat ourselves over, and over, and freaking over again before he will get anything done.  He repeatedly does things that he knows he isn't supposed to do in the mornings.  It's like he doesn't remember that he got in trouble for that yesterday morning and does it again this morning.  Then today, I was screaming at him about something, and Eden came up next to me and started yelling at Asher too and it just made me cry.  I can't take it.  I don't know how to deal with him.  Even with his medicine, it just helps him focus.  Not act any better socially.  And obviously yelling at him doesn't work either.  I don't even know if this makes any sense because I am crying and just feeling like crap.  This will probably ruin my mood for the entire day now because for some reason that is me, all or nothing.  Ugh.